Yichun

woke up this morning and found the sky bright but hazy. is the haze back again?

oh the holidays have began for us. and i have no holiday plans at all! probably rotting at home every single day. or spending time researching on how to make nice christmas gifts. LOL.

my cousin is at my place now. he is addicted to maplestory. the way he plays that game reminds me of one at work plus overtime. he woke up earlier than me this morning just to "train" this virtual character and to "level up".

sometimes i feel very confused. when i am with a group of friends, many of a times they would be commenting on how "hot" some girls are. i didn't know what to say so i kept quiet. then many of friends use vulgarities. not that i didn't support it, i am not very used to using them.

this happens on quite a few occasions. i was with a group of friends.

"hey look she is hot"
"oh f***"
"f*** get lost!"
"f***ing nice"
"f***ing retard!"
"oh what the f***?"
"shut the f*** up"

almost everyone use "f***" for anything, anytime, anywhere. i know how to say that but it just sounded unatural. feel abit left out at times because i could not "blend" into those conversations.

yeah. ok for the first time in my blogging experience... erm...erm...fuck?

HAPPY HOLIDAYS EVERYONE!

oh no what am i going to do today...